1 tooth less

 Losing 1st molar tooth on 1 Feb 2021 (on public holiday). Feeling sad as always assuming all my teeth are in good and healthy. Older you get, things also getting wear and tear. 

Now, enjoying eating food I enjoy will I can. 

Life is unpredictable

Facebook is a good way to contact your family members and friends. As years pass by, you still have them on your friends' contact list. You will get updates on what they are doing whenever they post something in their Facebook.

But last year, found 1 ex-colleague is passed away after a long fight with cancer and lost to it. Today, I got another notification where another ex-colleague who is in early 30s just passed away. Their future cut off abruptly and feeling down when knowing they leave too early.

Both of them have pure heart and I always enjoy talking to them as they do speak with their honesty and frankness. They always smile with sincere and treat others with kindness with anyone who wants to be their friends. I hope they are in a better place now.

Life is precious, don't waste your time over a meaningless grudge and venting anger. 

Enjoy life to the full while we are alive. Don't dwell over a petty issue.

Make someone smile a day, it will make your day a joyous day too. I'm trying my best to do daily as it is worth it.

Happy Pill

I never know a child can make an adult change a lot in mentally and emotionally.

Whatever I feel sad or stress, whenever I go home, you make me feel a lot better and things are fine with your love.

Each day, I see your big smiles and getting hugs from you every morning and night makes me happy and content. It is tiring and challenging to take care of you, but it is worth it. You are the most cheeky and naughtiest child I deal with but I will never think of replacing you. You are one of a kind. 

Every evening, I found you at home smiling at me and hugging me once I'm back, you truly my happy pill. 

Grow well and be happy and healthy always my happy pill.

Knowledge is Power. Ignorance is Bliss.

Knowledge is Power. Ignorance is Bliss.

Focus on what is important in your life at all time. Do not need to bother about others' mind and thoughts onto you as it is really none of our business as we can only control our emotions and mindset. 

Why do we need to care about others' idiotic, self-centred and narrow minded individuals. Focus on own happiness and what make you happy is more important than how to make other's happy.

Have inner happiness and peace is most important one self should have.

Maturity Imbalance

Why do you mean to keep on reminding people of what they have done sth you dislike repeatedly? We are all human and we all do make mistake time to time, including you too unless you are NOT human at all!!

If the person has realized his/her mistake and already changed and also self improve themselves for 1.5 year period, and the person constantly trying to show the others that she/he has aware what happen and amended themselves on daily basis, but why you keep pinpoint the past bloody issue again and again?

It is not like she/he killed your entire family and you unable to forgive the person eternal? Why being so petty till such extend?

Maturity and forgiveness definitely not in your list at all.

Thank goodness my current circle of friends are not like this which help to balance up to human mentality and behaviour among people I know, or else I will definitely vomit blood and gone insane faster.

I'm just speechless and laughing inside as I will not understand such human being as I'm not their type and I'm thankful for that. I also believe in KARMA!

Sometimes walking away is the only option

I have walked away several times based on different situation and from people but I have no regrets of doing so.

In the past, I should walk away sooner years ago some of the situation but I did not as I thought I tried to fix things due to relationship. Need to realise sometimes you cannot fix something when others do not realise what has gone wrong and not wanting to fix it at all.
Why always need to walk on egg shells like thing will go wrong anytime and argue over baseless accusation.

Walk away may hurt for all but it is only for short while. The yearning of being respected and have the inner peace in ourselves is the most important for daily basis is greater, that's why walk away as everyone deserve better.


If we do not have any self respect for ourselves, how do we expect others will not respect us?

Ignorance

Ignorance can be a bliss when you face with complicated people which continue trying to make you feel incompetent.

At least now, I can focus more with less infomation.

Mode of Feeling

After awhile, you feel not bothered at all with other people tend to make you feel small and frustrated.

As it is your feeling of choice of how you want to feel.

Why let others win when you are in control with your feeling.

Definitely it is hard, but it is a lot of training needed. However today I dont feel much as I dont really care as I prefer to focus on what is important in my life instead and how to make myself happy.