GO AHEAD

you KEEP on threaten me that you will post my stuff to my colleagues, please go ahead. If you want to go ahead do that, I will face it whatever shit you give me.

You always use stuff to threaten me, which you think I'm scared but actually I'm not afraid but I just trying to resolve what doubt you have in mind but you so stubborn to insist that I'm horrid person which all my colleagues need to know. LET IT BE.

I also want to know as you keep on telling me that you have ALL THE PROOF how I am NOT SO INNOCENT at all. How you try to keep me in line to be "well-behave". You are physiopath!

GIVE IT TO ME, PLEASE TARNISH ME, I WILL GIVE A COPY TO YOUR FAMILY too.

This time round you have done twice 1] create fake name using my friend's name in here; 2] pull 3rd party into conversation till make other think what is going on and what is drama. Good! Do try 3rd time and see what I will really respond to you again. Don't blame me as you done too much onto me when I only want you to leave me alone.

GO AHEAD do what you think is best as I am not as weak as you think. I only going to remain quiet till you do your next move. DO IT! I DARE YOU! I can give good surprise onto you which I'm so itch to do which I have not done for being rational all these years. Let tarnish each other! I will not keep quiet and swallow this repeatly anymore. This is final. No more chances.

I'm married and I do not need this shit from you.

PISS OFF

You call my office 15 missed call! also you call my mobile phone when you are still in overseas. PLEASE STOP YOUR HARRASSMENT. LEAVE ME ALONE!

Dragged my colleague into your drama when you unable to get me. If you even drag more people just to get what you want. Just because you say sorry and I talk in calm mood. IT DOES NOT MEAN I'M OK And BEING YOUR FRIENDS AGAIN

you can be friends with anyone but DO NOT CONTACT ME EVER AGAIN!
THAT'S ALL I WANT! GET IT!

DONT MAKE ME CALL YOUR FAMILY MEMBER! YOU HARRASS ME, I HARRASS YOU!

Sorry is just a word

When someone say sorry, you think the other party should be accept with open heart and forgive the person as simple as that (Forget and forgive). Actually the person just want to say sorry so that the person get what they really want with their own agenda, but not really truly understand the issue or problem at all what they are sorry for.

Please do not abuse the word of "sorry" when the person has repeatly abuse the word till it has worth nothing from the person's mouth nor never understood the meaning of the word

Sorry, nice try but not going to work anymore as from my side...hearing the sorry has not effect on me anymore. SORRY = BULLSHIT word from certain people

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Eventually event will turn nasty. It is something forsee when one is too emotional and I'm being such an idiot to let it prolong for such long time pretending things will turn better eventually.

After years, things never change better but stagnant. I do not want to convince myself that it is my fault and if I see the other person point of view only. Then why am I feeling sad and constant need to understand others when one do not respect my privacy and personal life as how I would like it to be. I do not disturb your space or your friends but why you want to intrude mine? No long worth to continue argue and fight till I die. Is this type of life worth to live?

I do not want a friend who cannot accept who I am and let me be who I am. Who constantly paint me as a negative image when things do not go smoothly.

I just want to live my life as I want it to be.

That's just a simple request, am I being greedy? What is happiness? Where to find happines?

why!

Why I cannot get any peace and happiness? Is it too much to ask? Is it I suppose to be upset at all times till I die? Is it my life destine suppose to be like that?

Never be defenceless

When I upset, no one understand as they assume I'm ok with the stuff and action shoved at my face as if I am can take all the crap. When I speak out and if you do not agree what I say, then so be it.

As if you insist you are right, then you can always assume you are right at all time but it does not mean I think you are right actually as it is our different perception and view on how each of us look at it.

I never vent my frustration without thinking as I try to rational thinking at all times and will never try to hurt anyone unless you start the fight yourself at the first place. I try not use word I will regret in future but you get upset...I have no choice as I rather be honest to myself.

Embracing life as it is

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Boundaries & Respect

I will not feel any guilt at all. You check on my friends and try to dig their stuff as if you have any right to do. You already gone overboard several times and claim I'm using you. Severe any ties with you, I happily doing so.

If you do not not respect my personal life and space by going over my boundaries. I will NOT hestitate to go over your boundaries.

CRAPPY LIFE (Being denial no more)

I am who I am, Do not try always to fix me as if I am broken need constant repair/fix. Do not constantly pointing to me that I need your help and guidance.

I love who I am and I love my life as it is.

Happiness comes from within ourselves. IF you try to make someone miserable like you are doing repeatly onto me. Please stop it as you are way too old doing this. I'm fed up of trying to mend this situation for years and I do not want to waste of my remaining time on convince your wild conclusion perception of me is wrong. After 10 years of arguing and senseless fighting which lead to no way. I have given my time and energy for many years and I'm extremely tired and done with it. My health is not as fit as I am young and I do not wany any crap/shit thrown at me when you feel like it.

You go your way. I go my way. As I do not think this type of frienship ever be any positive as it is only temporary positive but always bring out negative energy to both of us in the end all the time.

I do not want lie to myself anymore that everything will be normal in the end. I also have no energy to convince you that I'm just a plain person doing plain stuff. If you constant throwing accusation of what bitch I am when you demand attention from me and expect me to tell you where I go constantly. I do not need to face this from ANYONE including you.

I am way pass my 20s and do not need to be treated by you like I am 16 yrs old constantly. I do not need all this crap further. THIS IS NOT HOW LIVING SHOULD BE AT ALL.

If you cannot respect my personal life and space without intruding. Please intrude your own partner life and space. I do not need all this shit from you at all.


Please do not lurk at my home to check where I am and tell me what I am doing. Thanks but I am aware what I doing therefore I do not need you to hide yourself to see what I am doing. You constantly gone to far. I dont know what to call this type of friendship. Is this stalker type? I know you think it is no stalking at all.

I write to keep my sanity as I rarely speak out my problems to anyone and I normally will keep everything to myself. This is only place I normally release my frustration and sadness as I do not expect anyone will understand what I feel at all.

I just pray and wish that my life will back to normal and peaceful as possible as minimizing man-made drama as little as possible.

Friends

A strong friendship
Doesn't need daily conversation,
Doesn't always need togetherness
As long as the
Relationship lives in the heart
True friends will never apart.

insecurity cause negativity mindset

Sometimes when a person been telling you that "if you ever lie to me, I am done".  Is this a threat?

To me is a threat even though to other party seem it is not even a threat. Not that I ever fear over this statement but seem quite funny when one always wanting to search flaw and insisting the person lying.

You think the person should only whatapps or contact solely you only? You have plenty of family members and friends contacting you through whatapps with no restriction but you expect me to not using whatapps too frequent except I communicate with you.

yes, I typed till my fingers in pain but I still have family members I need communicate over issue after arguing with you for 2 freaking hours. THANKS!! make me type so long over silly argument ....then when we are done...you expect me to stop typing totally when I actually wasted time and energy typing over your overly demanding attention!

My family members also important to me! You keep on checking my online status and telling me why I online...seem very ridiculous and childish as I do online to read my work emails too! I also need to reply my family too and also reply emails if needed. What is the point of checking my online status constantly and telling me..."I hope you are not lying to me!" 

if you are stress, upset, over tired...do not try to take it on me. I'm not your punching bag to release your negative energy. If you act like a child, then I try to be parental to you eventhough I hate it so much as I always expect to treat you as an adult. 

You tend to throw tantrum just bcoz I gone out with friends, that is your issue. Don't try to shoot me like I have done on something bad. 

My husband trust me and let me do my own stuff. Why you try to restrict me for being who I am?
Why you need to strict like as if you are my father when you are not. I have a father who let me do what I want when I growing up. I don't need another father at all. thank you so much.

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