A's grandma

A's grandma passed away last month. I'm glad that I able to give her my last respect before she was cremated. She was a gutsy and happy go-lucky old lady of 98 years old. Her funeral was a smooth and happy one as her grandchildren are in 30s and most of them have kids. Everyone in her family love her dearly, and her grandsons take turn to bring her out for date when she still able to walk. They never treat her like an old lady as she always like to jokes and tease all of them. There was a very close bond, especially with her grandsons. It is rarely see elderly will converse with young generation well and able to make each person she met feel at home with her ever cheerful face.

Once I saw her in pain, but she pretend she is ok and going about like it is normal. Even her legs are weak, she will drag a rattan chair to support her from falling. She never like us support her unless it is necessary. She is such a role model on how to be an elder one day.

my dad

I rarely call back my family especially my parents. I feel guilty as I have negligent on their need since I move from my hometown. I feel sad when I was heading to the city in a bus for further studies as I know my life won't be in the place I was raised up. The time started to play forward in such speed without any brakes anymore.

You start to enjoy your freedom and think about stuff related about you. But parents always worried whether their child is safe and well fed or not.


My dad had his stroke when I was finshed my diploma exams. He just collapsed and feel weak when he was trying to carrying my luggage from the car. He love all his children dearly but he do not know how to show it openly. He normally try show it on his own method. Not many people able to see what he show his love, even I overlook his action. Losing his mom at very young age when he is six yrs old. It is not easy as love is not given to him, and his main concern alway what can be filled in his stomach with no food given by his father each day. And try to feed his bros whatever he can find in his path.

Today, I just miss him, he not always a good father but sufficient as he is just a human being just like everyone.

back at kl

Stayed in my hometown for 3 days. Non stop eating in every 2 hours and feeling bored all the time. By saturday evening I was bored to death. I was screaming from my brain by 8pm on saturday, I constantly whining how BORED I AM but My parents non stop watching Korea drama series from day to night. It was unbelieveable as I never expect my mom will turn to drama addict now. I do think she should focus on her hobby rather focus on watching tv all day long. Yet, she claim she is busy with housework.hmmmmm, this is so wrong.

Due to boredom and nothing to do at my hometown, I slept at 10pm. This is a record for me as I never sleep for early unless I am SICK!! Man, I am more as city person rather than town person. I'm glad to be in KL city now.!!

My dad is getting better as he is walking slowly but he is getting old. I do think his leg will remain fragile as he aged. On 2007, he was healthy and fit. Just 1 fall from the ladder, his health plummet down and he start to get heart attacks several times within 1 year. It is miracle that he can still walk and eat by himself. I just hope he will one day able to talk well again as he still slur in his speech after the heart attacks. This time of my visit, he is not agitated and feeling calmer. He don't get piss off and threathen ppl out of frustration and. anger.

Came back at 2.30pm on sunday