Happy Pill

I never know a child can make an adult change a lot in mentally and emotionally.

Whatever I feel sad or stress, whenever I go home, you make me feel a lot better and things are fine with your love.

Each day, I see your big smiles and getting hugs from you every morning and night makes me happy and content. It is tiring and challenging to take care of you, but it is worth it. You are the most cheeky and naughtiest child I deal with but I will never think of replacing you. You are one of a kind. 

Every evening, I found you at home smiling at me and hugging me once I'm back, you truly my happy pill. 

Grow well and be happy and healthy always my happy pill.

Quote - Cry is not a weakness

A strong person is not the one who doesn't cry. 
A strong person is the one who cries & shed tears for a moment, then get up and fights again.

Life past and present

There was once I was in this situation for a long long time and I never wish to in this situation anymore. At the beginning, everything was good and everyone is happy and always laughing and smiling. but it became to halt and began downhill. It was not physically, but emotionally. Felt drained and tried many times voicing out my opinion in hope able to salvage what is remaining, but not use at all.

As I am reading it, I just feel angry at myself and feeling frustration on those days pouring at me. I rather forget everything of the past when I realised I unable to change anything at all. Wealth is nothing if you are not happy at all. If you are live feeling frustrated, sad and anger constantly, it is not worth to live at all. Choose the path on your own for your life as no one are suppose to do that for you.

http://www.lovepanky.com/women/understanding-men/15-signs-of-a-controlling-boyfriend


I choose health than wealth,
I choose happiness than argument,
I choose mutual understandings than shouting to get my feelings and opinions but always unheard,
I choose self-respect than no respect given at all,
I choose privacy than being invade all my personal stuff at all times,
I choose laughter than feeling miserable,
I choose joy than depress,
I choose freedom than always extremely careful of my words and actions,
I chose to be an adult and make my own decision than listen and follow others at all times,
I choose to regret on my own decision I make than others decission on what I should do,
I choose reality and factual than denial and pretending everything is alright,
I choose to speak my opinion than supress them,
I choose to walk with skips than walking in slump,
I choose a man who trust and respect his woman than doubting his woman at all times,
I choose a man who is confident than being jealous and insecure,
I choose a man who believe his woman's words than constant finding flaws of her,
I choose a man who understand his woman well than being questioned all times,
I choose a man knows he is love by his woman, than testing his woman's love towards him all times,
I choose to be in a happy & healthy relationship than unhappy & miserable relationship.

An Old Man

Today, after lunch I was heading back to my office. There was an old man aged roughly 80 years old with white hair, wearing a nice hat and carrying a brief case walking slowly and steady up the stairs infront of me. I thought he will needed some help to climb the stair by looking his fragile and bending forward posture, but he just walking like a charistmatic young man! SALUTE!

I rarely seen such an old man still be heading to scheduled meetings. I am thoroughly amazed as most elderly...at his age probably sitting at home and doing nothing much. But this old man, I could give him my fullest respect and admiration as I hardly seen elderly will continue work and probably contribute his knowledge to the younger generation.

I truly do hope he will inspire more people to enjoy worklife at any age and do what you know. Do not stop doing something you love, by giving an excuse you are too OLD for it. Retire on what you love to do only when you officially stop breathing ~ ~.

Never too old for anything as long you are young in heart.

just rambling, nothing much

Why some people need to seek attention all the time and needed the spotlight on them 24/7. Will you DIE if you don't have any attention for a day?

Why keep on criticizing people and insisting others are saying wrong things?
You really think you are 100% correct in everything, why can't accept other people view? Seriously, why need to be so serious and so critical whenever others' open their mouth for their opinion? Just a casual conversation, not a conversation matter of death or life.

Why others need to pacify all your needs, and you do not care others' feeling/needs ever?
You need to open your eyes and see you are GROWN UP, not a kid anymore!

Why you keep on adding more salt and vinegar on others' personality as if you are the perfect specimen to others?
Will you tell actual facts rather creating stories that make you look good and the other party as dumb/stupid all the time?

Why you tell lies/fake stories about a person to others?
Why you need to target one just to create a conversation with others or to be closer to specific person?

Why insist you are 100% right all the time and will not admit you are wrong when facts are in right of your face? Even sometime syou have no clue what you really talking about?
Why need to pout and put a black face when others tells you are giving wrong info?

Why you need to be jealous when one been like by others more, rather you?
Do you need to create a fake stories about the person to make others dislike the person and favour you more. Keep giving the person hard time for pleasure/vengeance. That's so MATURE!

Why always give fake sweet and innocent smile all the time?
Will you stop pretending and reveal your true colors?

Why you need to throw cold water when others' excited to talk about their happy event to others?
Why you only allow to talk about your happy events REPEATLY all the time till my ears want to bleed keep hearing about it yet I just keep quiet? Why can't you shut up and be happy for the person rather critic/humiliate one when one is happy telling their event for ONCE?


Seem like my patient is running extreme low today as this is what I have to go through each time I see/talk to the person. It is sad to know such people do exist in real life. Damn shit! 1000XX SHIT!!