While thinking about my personal life and work life. I'm a failure. I have not achieve anything in my life yet. What is the purpose of my life? Answer: I have no clue as I feel everything is so meaningless even though I know people do care for me but I feel so numb inside till I cannot feel anything, only sense of failure and disappointment.
Last week, I didn't sleep for 2 night as I feel so depress and I cannot change anything except accept my fate of failure. Why do I have such feeling all the time? I don't know. I have no friend to talk anymore and people to make me laugh as my bf tried to cheer me up which I so glad he tried his best but he don't understand me as much my close fren.
I never realise post symptom will impact me so huge as tears rolling down each time I think of my disappointed life.
All I wish is to have a good relationship with my bf and close fren. I don't think my wish will never accomplish in this lifetime
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