My emotion in relationship and work, I'm totally drain out. I do wish someone who sincerely with a good heart tell me what I should do in my life. I am so so tired, I wish to crawl under the earth and never wake up as life is too upsetting for my view.
Love is pain, Pain is knowledge, knowledge is enternal
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Exhausted
While thinking about my personal life and work life. I'm a failure. I have not achieve anything in my life yet. What is the purpose of my life? Answer: I have no clue as I feel everything is so meaningless even though I know people do care for me but I feel so numb inside till I cannot feel anything, only sense of failure and disappointment.
Last week, I didn't sleep for 2 night as I feel so depress and I cannot change anything except accept my fate of failure. Why do I have such feeling all the time? I don't know. I have no friend to talk anymore and people to make me laugh as my bf tried to cheer me up which I so glad he tried his best but he don't understand me as much my close fren.
I never realise post symptom will impact me so huge as tears rolling down each time I think of my disappointed life.
All I wish is to have a good relationship with my bf and close fren. I don't think my wish will never accomplish in this lifetime
Last week, I didn't sleep for 2 night as I feel so depress and I cannot change anything except accept my fate of failure. Why do I have such feeling all the time? I don't know. I have no friend to talk anymore and people to make me laugh as my bf tried to cheer me up which I so glad he tried his best but he don't understand me as much my close fren.
I never realise post symptom will impact me so huge as tears rolling down each time I think of my disappointed life.
All I wish is to have a good relationship with my bf and close fren. I don't think my wish will never accomplish in this lifetime
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