Ignorance

Ignorance can be a bliss when you face with complicated people which continue trying to make you feel incompetent.

At least now, I can focus more with less infomation.

Mode of Feeling

After awhile, you feel not bothered at all with other people tend to make you feel small and frustrated.

As it is your feeling of choice of how you want to feel.

Why let others win when you are in control with your feeling.

Definitely it is hard, but it is a lot of training needed. However today I dont feel much as I dont really care as I prefer to focus on what is important in my life instead and how to make myself happy.

norm feeling

Sometime you simply cannot avoid those people who have their own intention or motive on doing their way to make you feel upset, dissapointed and humiliate eventhough you may not done anything wrong.

It is just how they want you to do what they have decided but they just trying to make it like it is your own decision so that they will not become the bad person at all in the eye of others.

It is up to you on what should you do on the next move with their ill intention, I guess?

Craziness coming again

It is the time of the year again where human start to pick all the dirt and try to put me to the lowest point. But this time, I will try feel nothing and I should know the drill and the pattern.

Self Reminder:

1] Do not care too much what they say even they try their very best to hurt you the most.
2] Be Calm and Collective
3] Stand firm and dont let them pull you down. They just want to see you in worse place so that they feel are in control.
4] Just say "Yes" you are right and just nod my head. Also smile like sincere eventhough I'm not. If not, hell will break loose.
5] Don't waste time in argument as they will shove crazy reason to make you are guilty party regardless what happen, eventhough you pointed facts and reasons.


I had the worst period and broke down so bad. After that I realised some people just want to hate and  hurt you without any reason. That's bully and discrimation.

Well, some ppl are born natural leader and some are make to be boss.