Life is not complicated if you want to

Life should be simple as it is. People usually make your life so mess up till you do not know what is right and wrong in the end.

Do not complicate your life by making others' happy before you. As long as you are happy, cut other people crap out. This will clear your head better and focus on the priorities in your life.

Life - No space

Life is a joke sometime. People said it is your life and it is your decision to make any change into your life. Yet, when you are trying to focus on what need to do for your life.....people start complaining and pointing you being unfair to them. Keep on telling you, be fair to them. Yet, things got screw up, everyone never point any fingers to themselves except giving excuses on what they think it is right and wrong on the situation.

Oh my gosh!! give me a break! Listen to yourselves what you talking about. Respecting others' privacy is important if you want a friendship Please do not try to teach a person what is right and wrong in their life but always thinking what you do is right all the time is a illusion in your head. No one is perfect. So is you, so am I.

Mutual respect on each other's life is very important. Harm will keep on coming if everyone continously trying to interfere one's personal space too much.

Flu and sickly

Making "xiu long bao" with tissue, purely manufactured from my nose for 2 days straight. AAaaaaaRRRRGGGGHHH!

My living room is scattered with tissue everywhere as my nose is malfunction, I wonder it will go back to normal again? Also cannot stop sneezing :(

How come this month, my body gone wild, like went out partying with viruses.

Sore Throat

Had sore throat pain just before lunch time. I think I drank too much of Milo till my body too heaty. My left eye look so retarded as I'm using an eye cream, it is good but it is sensitive to my left eyelid.

Even I finish today's workload, but there is a bundle of workload still pending.

Nokia E71 (my HP)

My beloved HP died on me on 18 Sept 2010, as I tempt to charge my battery for 2 hours but the battery got so hot and swell up. Tried many times on on my hp but it won't budge. I REALLY LOVE MY E71!!!!! I don't want to buy another HP as I find all the new HP in market look SUCK big time. What happen to the good design and functionable HP.

Finger cross as I hope in 10 days, the repairman able to revive my beloved HP.

Family Day

I had a wonderful time during a long break of 4 days, but my boss emailing me to work issue and required to provide due dates in various tasks while I'm cooking for lunch and playing with my nephew and niece. It is quite stress as try to make everyone happy. On Friday 17/09/2010, I was worried that the due dates unable to meet, I have no choice but drop by the office to ensure the due dates are meet by this coming monday. It is quite crazy scenario and need to rush back to spend time with my families.

My nephew played games using my hp till my hp was so hot till I thought it is going to explode. Eventually, now my hp is not functioning even I tried to charge it and restart my HP many times. Sigh!! I hope my extended warranty still can be used.

Now, I'm so exhausted till I having a headache and mentally drain out. Pop some pills, to numb the pains all over my body.

Trust no one

During a fight with someone, the person spilt the bean out about my sis has told all my secret which I told her specifically, NOT tell anyone as it is private. But she went and expose everything, I feel very upset as I cannot believe that my own sister will tell everything to someone who is not my family member.

I wonder whether she is really that stupid? She is the smart ass in educational wise, if compared to our 5 siblings. Yet, she has such low EQ. Now I know, it is not wise to say so many personal info even to my own family members as no one can be trusted, except yourselves.

It is hard to find someone who you really can trust. I have been betrayed so many times by close frens where they be friends with me, treating me like a best friend. Eventually, I have to find out that they really have intention to harm you in order to benefit them...in career wise or personally. Seem like we are living a jungle but just we just wearing clothes, not naked like the natives. :P

FLU! FLU!

I have been sneezing and sniffing this whole morning. This morning only, I manage to squeeze 2 meetings.
But I start to forget stuff I have done these past 2 months. I have done it, but I didnt aware that I have did it till I ask my team to resend back the mails.
Getting old and getting too busy to collate everything in my mind which constantly thinking about other stuff which is outstanding.

Morning

Today when I was driving to work. I saw a dog lying dead while the other dog lying beside the dead dog with the despair look. I feel so sad when I look the living dog. They like a couple but in dog form.

Seem like love is link to all creatures.

Working hours too short

It is not easy to manage a team when it is required to change their mindset to sync with what I want. Not expect they will listen to me exactly. But I do hope they able to contribute and be more independent. Feel there is so many things they have yet to learn and I still need to teach them.

The time I spend for them is taken most of my time during my working hours, yet I need to work my task. I feel like I'm having limited time during the working hours.

Face like the Road

Need to do facial soon. My face is worse than road surface. Bloody haggard and I dont know what is wrong with my face.

Have to eat more healthier food.

Public Holiday in these month

This month is full of public holiday. Seem that life is great that we can work only 4 days, while rest of 3 days in a week. Yeah!! Smack my dreamy head, come back to the reality.


Work Hard to Gain What You Want and Dream for Yourself. Ganbatte, you can do it! :)

Drama Series in Office

I'm glad I'm off the hook, yet other team members are suffering.
Seem now others know how much I have suffered and withstand on certain people attics. For years, I have a high level of patient and others start to take advantage of it. Enduring all the ugly stuff and swallowing bitterness, and now it is seeping into my body so much till I detest and going to ward off as I have enough of giving in.

Now, I changed. I will not give a damn if I feel it is not I should be doing it. I will not comply and make others' happy anymore. It is ME time, no more YOUR TIME.

If you not happy or any problem over it, BUZZ OFF as I just want to have a happy and joyful on how I think it should be. 

:P

How come I need to explain to others in detail what I done and did? Even the person already know and attempt to test my "HONESTY" by asking me, as to compare the person's notes and how much I willing to say.

I do not careless about my interinary of what I have done and where I have gone each day. Why should I care so much on this, yet others give a big damn over it. Give people some space as long as the person is NOT doing any crime and harmful to others.

It is not a lie but I careless over it. Dont make a big deal over small issue on where I have gone and make a big fuss over I didnt tell every inch of detail I done for the day. I'm not so free.

work and mumbles

Brain is under low performance. I need a break. Really need a break. I'm working in a inconsistent speed, a bit dissapointed.

Just hoping not to find argument over petty issue as there are so many importants need to be done. Why dwell over issue not within our control?

to whom it concern

HI LIM KOR KOR!!!

DO YOUR WORK LA!!

Gossip in the new way

Seem like the office always very quiet. The only thing you can hear is the computer keyboards tapping sounds.

But the colleagues are still chatting and gossipping with everyone in the office thro skype. It is deceiving as I drop by each team members' desktop and looking at their monitors...not only chatting with 1 but multiple. Now, the communication is faster than previous but no face-to-face interaction is not as fun as chatting virtually.

I do time to time prefer the old method way to communicating as it is more slower pace and healthier. But in workwise, definitely technology still the best

National Day @ 2010

Slept till noon. Woke up as it is too hot to sleep. Eat lunch and bought some groceries in Carrefour. It is already 6pm. Time do pass too fast today.

But enough time to clean the place and cook a simple dinner.

Now it is past midnight. Feel another day coming up. Boss coming in for 2 days, yet I have a lot work outstanding. People wants so many things, and my brain cannot remember all the list of outstanding. Jeeesshhh... I'm getting old and keep forgetting a lot of stuff lately.