TRUST and emo

Lesson learnt where trust is broken too severe, no way it can amend.

If someone claim it will never ever happen again, it is highly doubt in trusting the person word by mouth. A person can swear and promise like it is he or she depend on the trust but action speak louder than words. When broken too frequently and repeatly and saying sorry will not repent it.

Even the person may confident it will never happen, when you know it will happen again and again. Don't ever try to put any hope on the trust will fix anymore, as you only in illusion. People don't change, need to accept this.

1) Will you accept someone who hack your personal information back into your life and requested to tell your information if you want to give the trust but why on earth should I give trust to a person to hack my stuff? Do I have the right to be mad and angry? Pretend it is nothing right?

2) Will you accept someone who threaten to kill you and want to bring you down till you are humiliated by your peers when the person under anger mode? but then...after cooling off, stating it just emotional talking. When you have hurt someone feeling, saying sorry will not able to retract your words back. As it has imprinted to the person feeling and mind how much shock and sadness need to endure.

3) Will you accept someone who feel you need to be control as you are too carefree and not conservative enough to his expectation. Chatting with a guy is assuming you wanting to hook up with the guy when you just had a brief chat with the friend.

4) Will you accept someone who telling you are hurting him or her most of the time and insisting you only thinking about yourself when you have been trying hard to voicing out the issues and looking at both side when he or she only look on their own pain but the other party also facing pain by themselves without others knowing at all?

5) Will you accept someone who you keep on arguing with weekly without miss. and try testing you with questions and answers but when you have given your answer and opinion, the person feel you are telling lies and make you feel like you are FAT liars. Trying hard to make you a villain.

6) Who's informing your family, you need to taken care by the person as I who don't know how to respect myself in front of men. and will only leave me alone when I'm married. Well.....I'm married now...why you still so controlling? do u have the right over me actually?

7) Why insisting I must always tell everything, no secret from me? You already betray the trust and a liar who do not keep secret. then come back and sorry as just being too emotional.

8) Why always keep asking whether I'm truly a friend? to you? Can I be trusted? Will/are you being honest? Insist must every single information about me to you. Well...it is not an obligation to tell you everything actually. It is a right of each individual, sue me if you can. You betrayed and curse me so many times using what I tell you. I'm a fool here.



What would you do? is not tiresome? Giving up is the best thing as the damage is too severe till I have no energy to salvage anything from this.

Happiness comes from within ourselves. if someone tell you that you only can be happy when the person give you happiness then you really cheating your self. why?? the feeling comes from you whether you decide to be happy or sad, you only able to control the emotion! Stand up and be brave.