You are control freak! you saying you are doing all these shits as you just being a good person and caring for me as only advising me from fucking around and just want me to BEHAVE!! oh yeah...I remember you call me a SLUT in front me and public area if no apparent reason. I talk to guys, you think I'm flirting or fucking around. You are big issues in your brain or too narrow minded man.
I act and behave my age at all times, since I met you...I just spend most of my time on getting your trust 24/7 but inside I'm miserable as I wonder why I always been question whether I'm trustworthy frequently. What kind of person need to drill your friend constantly and with hacking personal information to check whether it is sync or not. I had GUYS and GIRLS as friends, but after meeting you...you only expect my life only revolve you! we fight each time I want to spend time with other friends or have personal space. You will accuse me of LIES and will come to my place too to check on me without me knowing.
I never feel disrespectful by a person constantly. You said I'm trying to put all the blame and guilt on you. I'm not actually but I actually blaming myself for putting myself in this situation for so so long.
I just want to focus what I can do to be happy and less stressful mode at all times. Everyone deserve to choose their own path without high restrictions. I'm a human, I don't need to be treated like a LIAR at all times or been scrutinized what I do is always WRONG when I feel I have done nothing at all.
p/s: I'm not perfect, nor anyone is. Everyone has flaws. I know my flaws but you have make mine like all of them are the worst sins and most of the flaws are from your bloody imagination.
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