friendship define wrongly

I have my personal problem I need to deal with. Honestly, I do not have a true friend who can give me moral support without adding more headache and argument in my life.

I feel without any friends even better....even it is lonely but at least I dont need argument with people over SENSELESS reason.

I need some privacy and self respect given. Not treat like I'm in the jail and under parole. Friendship is define different from each person. But my definition friendship is giving people freedom to choose as they are "adult" and become their advisor, not pusher.

If the friend keep on asking you.. why are you lying now? what are you hiding now? where are you now? what u doing now till u are busy meh?

I do have limit in patient when people pushing me around. When I retaliate, the case like I'm wrong. When I feel like I;m not wrong at all. When Im wrong, I do admit. But I do want RESPECT from my friends. Yet, I feel like I'm still in kindergarten playing childish games.