Overwhelm

When so many things on my plate, feel so hard to breath and cannot think straight anymore. Just want to be in silence mode and plan out things properly to make sure nothing is missed out.

Even I feel dissapointed and down, but I have to think of 10 people while care on what I should do next for myself too. Many things to deal till I feel lost. I really need to pan out all of my list to do before I screw everything or else nothing is done is proper way. I can do it!! without any strength in me.

It is my feeling and my life path, it is how I should make my own path. People can advice, but in the end, the actual person in control is myself.

Other girls prepare their wedding planning for 1 year duration, yet I only have 3 months to do everything, including dealing with 2 heavy task in my current task and 1 big take for my career path. I do not think anyone understand how I feel and I dont think I want to explain to anyone as no one will understand unless they are face in the situation. Save my breath and focus on needed to be done. No one can help me as all these only directly on myself only.

If fail, at least show you fight till the end without giving up hope.