Life past and present

There was once I was in this situation for a long long time and I never wish to in this situation anymore. At the beginning, everything was good and everyone is happy and always laughing and smiling. but it became to halt and began downhill. It was not physically, but emotionally. Felt drained and tried many times voicing out my opinion in hope able to salvage what is remaining, but not use at all.

As I am reading it, I just feel angry at myself and feeling frustration on those days pouring at me. I rather forget everything of the past when I realised I unable to change anything at all. Wealth is nothing if you are not happy at all. If you are live feeling frustrated, sad and anger constantly, it is not worth to live at all. Choose the path on your own for your life as no one are suppose to do that for you.

http://www.lovepanky.com/women/understanding-men/15-signs-of-a-controlling-boyfriend


I choose health than wealth,
I choose happiness than argument,
I choose mutual understandings than shouting to get my feelings and opinions but always unheard,
I choose self-respect than no respect given at all,
I choose privacy than being invade all my personal stuff at all times,
I choose laughter than feeling miserable,
I choose joy than depress,
I choose freedom than always extremely careful of my words and actions,
I chose to be an adult and make my own decision than listen and follow others at all times,
I choose to regret on my own decision I make than others decission on what I should do,
I choose reality and factual than denial and pretending everything is alright,
I choose to speak my opinion than supress them,
I choose to walk with skips than walking in slump,
I choose a man who trust and respect his woman than doubting his woman at all times,
I choose a man who is confident than being jealous and insecure,
I choose a man who believe his woman's words than constant finding flaws of her,
I choose a man who understand his woman well than being questioned all times,
I choose a man knows he is love by his woman, than testing his woman's love towards him all times,
I choose to be in a happy & healthy relationship than unhappy & miserable relationship.